This life means going without, its just a sacrifice i've listened.
I don't even know if i can feel this.
I'm coming to terms with all the consequences, i know now that i'm helpless.
This is the life that i have chosen, so back your shit up cause you don't know me.
Back it up.
My sins they are my own, my crimes are no one else's.
My lies become the throne that reflects my choices
And i knew this wouldn't be easy,
But it shouldn't be this hard.
It feels like i'm sleeping but there's nothing in my heart.