( lalala... )
risoukyou motomete tachiitta hazu no
koko wa itsumade watashi wo shibaru no?
hayasugiru ryuukou no nami ni nagasaretaku nai to
tatemae kakagete suwari konde uzukumaru
junsuina omoi ni majiru supaisu
kake sugite kitto getemono ryouri ni
kono kimochi tsutaeru sube naze doushite
seiron ni kuroku nuritsubusarete tokasareru
kakureta kagekina shuchou wo mitsukete wa etsu ni hitaru
“doku ni okasareta shisou no! akushumina kawaisa no!
kuukyosa subete wo inuku hikari no ya to naru no da!)
kodai mousou enzetsu wo sakebi
bouonheki ni suikomare kieru
kiraina mono ni
“kirai !!” to tataki tsuketa
jibun no kubi wo
funne tobasu youna kanji de
“koko de watashi ga ‘kamisama’ ni narunda!” to
rikaifunouna
juso ga potsuri
antena kara tobasareru
taisetsu ni sodateta mono tsumi torare
zatta ni tsumi komare sore de owaru
migi kara hidari e tairyou shouhi
dare mo ga shiawase nara sore de ii to shikou tozasu
mugen to omowareta HP wa
naku natta toki ni mujihi ni kesareru unmei
kono kimochi tsutaeru sube naze doushite
konna ni mo ushiro rometai no deshouka?
shitsuyou ni kurikaesu sore wa moshikashitara sennou kamo
“itsuwari no renkinjutsu no! goumanna sakushusya ni!
seisai ataeru seigi no touken to naru no da !)
machigai da to wa omowa nai keredo
egao ga akui ni hizun de utsuru yo
arayuru fukou wo hyaku bai de oshitsuketai
katsute aishita mukuna marionetto tachi ni
sousureba hora ...
fusui no naka de sae mo
ikite yukeru ki ga shita
suteetasu ijou
kyou mo zenkai desu
jibun koso tadashii to
mogakeba mogaku hodo
minikuku kokkei ni naru toaru sutoori teraa
kanojo no kataru ohanashi wa mohaya saigo ni wa
kiku ni kotaenai mono e to ochite shimatta
“tanoshii monogatari mo kanashii monogatari mo
akusesari ni
sugi nai to
zetsubou wo shiru noda!”
shitteta! wakatteita!!
demo
kokoro ga itai yo!!!
saigo sugatta kibou ni sura mo
mi hanasareru no
nanimo nokora nai
suki demo nai mono wo suki ni natte shimatta
soshitara kokoro wo kowasare kakeru douke
“amari ni hidoku namida sae karete shimau”
sore demo yame nainda koko ni shika ibasho ga nai kara ......
I think this song took me longer to romanize than any song ever had = =;