Turned my back on refuge denied
Slowly attracting a fatal mistake
Burned my last bridge, knife in my side
A dream from which I will never awake
I fall deeper into the wishing well
Ignoring the one I choose to defy
Realizing the lack of a solid ground
The killer upon I wish to rely
Lack of perfection continuously damning
Echoing reminder of lost self existence
Rivaling emotions stealing my attention
Fighting off death's annoying persistence
Submitting to tears flooding my lungs
Watching as gun shots seal my own fate
Factor of lost love one last time dismissed
Hard wired attraction painfully late