I lie awake in your arms and realize
You smothered all that was me
I couldn't be what you needed me to be
I didn't want this, I never wanted this
It's not a feeling
it's something I'm hearing
I can't hold on to what might have been
Voices in my head rising to a scream
I didn't want this, I never wanted this
I see your face, staring and broken
The shattered glass, the drops upon the floor
Reflecting the image of what we are no more
I didn't want this, I never wanted this