I don't wanna know how
How to read my own mess and
I'm burning all the pages
I breathe in all the smoke I feel like
I love the way it tastes and creeps in my mind
I guess I was wrong about my life I'll live now
Cause I've been fading all my life
I tried to leave a lie
Counting all the days until a die
Cause I've been fading all my life
And I don't wanna know why
I'm on the ground, I'm paralyzed
Welcome to the dark side
Nothings here ever leaving
Hide away all you can
Abandon all the ships they leave me
If you seeing something I wanna know
All my visions don't make sense, anymore
Cause I've been fading all my life
I tried to live a lie
Counting all my days until a die
Cause I've been fading all my life
And I don't wanna know why
I'm on the ground, I'm paralyzed
Cause why do I try
There's no bandage for your mind
Cause why do I cry
There's no honesty in life
Cause why do I try
There's no bandage for your mind
Cause why do I cry
There's no honesty in life