my suspicion becomes true
and my veins are full of frozen blood
the lies I've scattered hurt me now
yesterday I've lost my will
cause my smile is just facade
I'm covered in thoughts of me
thoughts of now
I hope all of you can forgive my acts
and I die well deserved
with a bandaged heart
my bandaged heart
and I die well deserved
the wounds are to fresh
to talk to someone
who enjoys my confidence
absorbed in self pity
I close my eyes day after day