(Verse)
Sittin, fightin this pressure in a state of exhaust
How many times I talked to God speakin on those that I lost?
A couple brothers, couple sisters and a bunch of my homies
That's why I move up out my lonely, hope God will come show me
I move down richin cus I feel I'm losin faith by the minute
Tryna hide away from reality in something that's tinted
I conversate most of the time across the line of a seal
Same niggas that showed me love, you might just find em in here
I hate to say it's hard to blame but knowin everything they been through
In a different circumstance of better life they might just been you
Tryna provide, missin homicide by minutes
All been tryna get stripes from a basic soldier to lieutenant
I do this here for my nigga dog, my nigga Cliff
It ain't too many others who solid, that's why I trip
I trip out but try to keep my cool knowin pain is here
Wanted the sun but since I missed this shit the rain is here
(Hook)
Abnormal heart diagnosed at birth
All my niggas got him, whole family cursed
T-shirt with they name, just ain't the same
Shoulda had a attack from all the stress and strain
Fuck this fame and this change
Fuck this chain and this Range
With all my real ones gone I can't sleep the same
I'm with this fuckin rain now go away
(Verse)
Lost, that's what I feel, like look at that way I'm hated
Talk to God, begging for help so much, I feel I'm out of credit
He don't know me and I understand, I just need a helping hand
Talked to my grandfather, days later now he under sand
The homie Carlos mama stressed
And even though he gone he's still around so we bliss, it's a cold world
They see and get better but I just say the drama tired
From all the pain that I acquired, left a double fire
I swear it's like the end of days
I'm tryna make it out but I can't get up out this maze
It's me against the world and I can't get up out this phase
Niggas jump and fly like they can't get up out them J's
I'm on my defense
May my sons forgive me
I don't wanna be no failure
But being real throughout the pain it hurt like kill I tell ya
It's hard to see when you're surrounded by the dark
This that type of shit that tear yo ass apart
For real, mane
(Hook)
Abnormal heart diagnosed at birth
All my niggas got him, whole family cursed
T-shirt with they name, just ain't the same
Shoulda had a attack from all the stress and strain
Fuck this fame and this change
Fuck this chain and this Range
With all my real ones gone I can't sleep the same
I'm with this fuckin rain now go away