Cold and desolate
I don't want to feel
I cannot cope with what is real
It's so below me
Emotionless
Cold and careless
I build my own wall
It's all around me
Fight to get in if you can
Find a door if you can....
Fight to get in if you can
Emotions are my curse
I want to be emotionless
Numb and sinking
No spiritual linking
There is something wrong with me
I close my eyes yet I still see
I create my own misery
And I wonder what can set me free
This cycle repeats itself
I must be masochist
Degenerating spirit
With each tempting kiss
It's a hopeless emptiness....