I sailed forever... I sailed so far
And now I know just what the consequences are
I laughed out loudly, but I cried inside
But I didn't have the strength to say enough of the ride like a fool
I believed in a miracle
I wanted to forget... of what I'm not sure
But I found the answer, it seemed to be a perfect cure
Controlled my actions... controlled my thoughts
Controlled my feelings, and now I feel my body rot like a fool
I believed in the miracle
Fuck the miracle
Twisting and I'm turning cause I'm freezing then I'm burning
Laughing then I'm crying, am I living or am I dying
I'm swearing then I'm praying and I don't know what I'm saying
I'm happy then I'm sad, more than a little mad
Do you still... do you still believe... do you still believe in...
Do you still believe in miracles?
Fuck the miracle
Pushing then pulling, who am I fooling
A friend then a foe, do I really even know it?
Love and then hate, so pure I'm gonna break
Peace then at war, what am I fighting for
And you always seem to
Keep me oh so sleepy
So I can't realize... that it's all lies
And the more it takes hold of me, the less chance that I'll ever be free
And even though I don't believe it's so hard to leave
A miracle... the miracle
And if I could ever take them to, all the blissfulness that you
see things as I do, that would take more than a miracle
The only ways that you start, is by looking in your heart
And that's the hardest part, cause it takes more than a miracle
Waiting, always hesitating... for that perfect day, that day was yesterday
And the more you're gonna wait, the more chance that it'll be too late
How are ya going to afford to wait
I shed one tear I won't deny it, just one tear and I already cried it
And now you'll see me cry no more, don't even know what I was crying for
(There's no such thing as a miracle... there's no such thing..)
Won't stop crying for... a miracle
I just, I don't believe it.... I just don't believe in
I just, don't believe in a (miracle..) There's no such thing...