I know. that i dont. deserve your love. and that makes it so hard. to believe and trust. that you are. there for me. in moments of sorrow and suffering. i let go. of my way. and get on my knees. in hopes you will. rescue me. cause i am the one. who left you behind. and you are the one. whos still by my side. and i am the one. who hods onto my pride. yet you are the one. with your arms open wide. ive let. evil. rule my hand. out of weakness. i fell down. and i cannot stand. and im so. afraid you see. this toxin. that i breath. burns my soul. and every kind of depravity. fills my skull. so is it too. late for me. cause i am the one. with eyes that are blind. but you are the one. who restores their sight. and i am the one. who fails at every thing that i try. yet you are the one. who gets it right every time. this is a. dangerous game. that i play. in the flames. cause i know jesus is almighty. and my corruption does not frighten. him at all. so i should stay. far away. from what demons say. cause i know they whisper lies in my ear. and the greatest lie yet is that i should fear faith. and hope. and love. there is no question that i tremble at the mention. of your name but even its the same with the demons. and i need to give more. i am the one. whos shivering with fright. you are the one. whos eager and ready to fight. and i am the one. whos looking up to you in the sky. cause you are the only one. who can hear and answer my cry
I saw you land in the lush leaves of a green tree. and you motioned for me. and you beckoned to me. your nest. is so high up there. and what if i fall. when im climbin the branches. but i need. our wide wings if i ever wanna see. the wonder beyond the canopy. when i reach you eagle. ill clutch your feathers. and hold on tight. well fly. and i look back down. at what i left behind. i dont miss it at all. go higher. youre worth every risk