i walk so far to start over again
no new beginning if you never had an end
as i drag myself across this cold tile floor
i look at everything we used to be
i couldnt ask for more
sometimes pain was unbearable
other times were bliss
i love the time we had but i hate the time we missed
so now i walk alone
cold and on my own
i wish i had a place to go i wish i had a home
but as i think
my eyes sink to black
if i could change the way i was i would take everything back
now i walk alone
cold and on my own
i wish i had a place to go i wish i had a home
as i turn all these white tiles red
i listen to the screaming inside my head
a past is a fate that comes worse than death
with that in mind i take my last suffocated breath
now for scorn and forelorn
and i dont understand why it happens to me
all over again
and again
and again
and again
and again
and AGAIN
but
idontgiveafuckidontgiveafuckidontgiveafuck
bout to get stuck what