i open the floodgates
and hope it won't hurt
inside i confide
growing up seems so long ago
fill my cup with days i can't let go
the only thing that i've ever learned
is that i'm not a kid anymore
drenched in a cold sweat
change 'cause i can't deal
when will i really live?
inside i confide
growing up seems so long ago
fill my cup with days i can't let go
the only thing that i've ever learned
is that i'm not a kid anymore
age creeping up on me
emptiness and waiting to die
inside i confide
growing up seems so long ago
fill my cup with days i can't let go
the only thing that i've ever learned
is that i'm not a kid anymore
i open the floodgates
and hope it won't hurt