Tonight I watched a friend pour her guts out on the floor
And I wonder how much sadness
She keeps trapped behind her tongue
You know I’ve felt that way maybe more than I would admit
At night I often wonder how she even bottles it
Take a look in the mirror
Tell me what you see
Is this what you wanted?
Try and stay awake
Just for a little while
And save me from my nightmares
Every time I’m near you
Man it hurts like hell
And I cant stand it
You saw love in me for the last time
I think you know how I feel about you
I think you know that I don’t really care what come next?
We’re just friends?
And I’ve been trying my best but you’ve been so fucking distant
The sad thing about our friendship is how I never know
If you’re genuinely hurting or if this is all for show
It’s been a bad year and when I see you it still hurts like hell
I saw the sun way past midnight, is everything lost?
Maybe it’s time that I leave here and go nowhere at all
I saw myself way past midnight miles from home?
She said I’m dying to see you but cant pick up the phone