lately i've been wonderin who i am
becauSe it's coming clear that there's
a world of things
that i don't quitE understand
i've always tried to look straight in the Eyes
i try to see the man i try to see the plan
i try to know what's on his mind
but i never thought that i'd have to stare at you
no i never thought that someoNe so close
could be so far from view
well i Guess it's time for me to realize
that trust is just a word
not something i ever knew
but whaTcha gonna do
cause my dreams leave me cold and empty now
you know i tried so Hard to laugh
but i just don't know how
cause wrappEd around the thought of everything
aRe the hands of a thief
who took that trust from mE
but whatcha gonna do
whatcha gonna do
About the things that happen suddenly
about the things that i couLd never see
all the times i've sat and bought the lie
all the times i've laughed and wondered why
i realized i was owned by mY defenses
never took the time never saw my chances
always thought the people coming rOund
was jUst another person trying to bring me down
but yeah whatcha gonna do