I am a prisoner here
Weave the synthetic when wrapping up my wrists
I don't truly dream when you're near
Loosen aesthetics remain asphyxiated
On the paint peeling back from the door
Now I can see you for what you are
She drew the shape on the floor
Now I can see the full spectrum
How can I feel existential dread, it's my fear
I am eternal
Hurt me with your mouth make me settle down
Whispering the words on the wind as they blow
Heartbeat in the nest, pressure on my chest
Where did all the signs of the dissonant go
And when they tell me they pray for me
And they lack a certain empathy the enemy hits me so low
So the circles on the ground make me settle down
Hurt me, give me something from nothing
This is the lie that you come from
Meet me down in the mud
She is the mother and she loves it when we all hurt each other
Proud that her children are weak
I am a language that you have hidden in a syllable
And now you're refusing to speak
I don't even cry anymore
Hurt me with your mouth make me settle down
Whispering the words on the wind as they blow
Heartbeat in the nest, pressure on my chest
Where did all the signs of the dissonant go
And when they tell me they pray for me
And they lack a certain empathy the enemy hits me so low
So the circles on the ground make me settle down
Hurt me, give me something from nothing
This is the lie that you come from
My skin crawls
My chest heaves
Punish me
It's the effect of the mara