I've got knots in my hair and knots in my stomach
Both thanks to you but for very different reasons
I pretend not to care or act like I'm above it
But it's hard to face the truth when you know all my demons
You're too far, and I'm far too jealous
You're too far, and I'm far too jealous
History repeats itself, just like an old friend
Who tells the same stories since we were kids
And I purposely chase the hearts I know I'll never win
But I've been down this road before, don't wanna go back again
It's like pulling teeth to get inside of your head
Because you've invested time not to say what's on your mind
Now I'm pulling out every strand and you can see
Every single vein on the back of my hand
As I wait for you to tell me you love me
As I wait for you to tell me you love me
To tell me that
History repeats itself, just like an old friend
Who tells the same stories since we were kids
And I reserve the right to change the ending this time
I reserve the right to change the ending this time
I reserve the right to change the ending
I reserve the right to change the ending
I reserve the right to change the ending
I reserve the right to change the ending