June gloom she was beautiful,
But she cant dare to look at me, I grabbed her and held her,
Begged her to please make me happy,
I spoke out with pain in my heart, fear in my lungs,
A life filled with guilt so ill kill for this one,
No thought in my words, just scribbling crying for help,
Dying but hell, I've never felt so good before, I'm yours,
Ill never leave you alone, ill never leave her alone,
I kidnapped you for the night, I kidnapped her for the night,
There was laughter for the night, I was happy for a night,
You know the feeling, You know the feeling of a first love,
The passion of a first fight, The touch of a first kiss,
The words of a last goodbye, whisper love in a soft goodbye.
I hear your voice in the wind as it carries me,
Turn back the pages of time,
And when your gone can I follow?
Truth be told this a painful thing love is trying to sing to us,
I'm catching your scent in my bed for the first time in six months,
And I know it'll be awhile before it's here again,
You see we started around three years back,
Just kids knowing nothing about the times we'd have,
I'd eventually spend many nights inebriated,
Tears comforting my face, you doing the same,
Both of us lacking any faith,
I never get the full story with you,
But lies aside I ain't much of the honest type,
Yet we fit, you'd finish my sentences,
Kept me from getting stupid, you hurt me like no other girl did,
Perfect, everything was perfect but the timing we said,
Trying to stomach a relationship with you as a friend,
Always and never, always and never.
I hear your voice in the wind as it carries me,
Turn back the pages of time,
And when your gone can I follow?
I'm lost in the index the outline of your sadness,
Its beautiful to me, see i use to love it when you cried,
It felt good when you hurt, i was miserable, i am miserable,
And i loved it, when you were miserable too,
The first time you told me in graphic detail,
It was the first time i ever opened up to a female,
I told you stories about me trying to murder my dad,
Self conscious and I'm self destructive,
You listened cause you lived it, and i loved it,
First time i ever felt so understood so trusted,
Mascara stains on my bed sheets,
Pillow pressed to the indent, we both got problems,
Please baby talk to me, but fuck it,
Love can write its own ending.
I hear your voice in the wind as it carries me,
Turn back the pages of time,
And when your gone can I follow?
I just want to die, fuck you Joshua.
I hear your voice in the wind as it carries me,
Turn back the pages of time,
And when your gone can I follow?