I am a ghost,
I am this transparent,
Underlying, formless, shapeless being.
I fall between the lines.
I'm just another memory 4x (overlapping)
Hellacious origins create this disease,
Neurotic defects result from a childhood suffering
I am forever incomplete 4x (overlapping)
This isn't a cry for help
This is a synopsis
When I lose to the fear I disappear
When they search
Nothing they will find
I've become the ghost
This fear becomes so exhausting
Disconnect
Sleep; a remedy
Temporary fix
I'll hold onto the hand you hold out
I know you've got a plan and a way out
Just breathe my name so I'll catch my breathe
The last wind that I need to reach the end
My heart is racing
Anticipating hell
Without notice, without reason
I woke up this way
And I'm lucky if I'll fall asleep
Without a fight, without a
Single, worthless, aimless, thought
I'm tired, I'm tired of
unproductive incandescence
resolving all the tension inside leads to erratic anger
of incoherence
If your standing by my side
If you were standing by my side
I'm sorry if I've run to hide
to answer the ghost inside
Every sun rise that you stay
Is worth more than worth can be measured
Every sun that sets I hope
You know you are everything!