before they were watching. before they were listening. feelings I have not felt for so long. and I can't explain it. words just don't fit. I know I cannot make it alone. when I'm without You I can't make it alone. what else can I do but sing this song. that I need You to pull me through. I need You to pull me through. they still expect it. they just won't quit. dealing with words I never said. and who I was then. who I've become. I hope that I'm a better man.