Spent most of my time, working as a civic slave.
This makes me sick and tired
because I am just living from payday to payday
Some people think I lack desire
I don't care, I'm still under valued, I need my goddamned raise
I won't walk out until, I'm fired
Just remember
You're hated, and....I'm jaded
Don't you understand, just who I know
Your bullshit has gotten to fargone
and how you act just goes to show
Now, guess what?
We've all caught on
I'm not going to be your fuckkin' scapegoat, oh no!
Now you won't last very long
You're soon to be history and I don't mean to gloat
My choice of subjects, men and work wasn't that great, and I've been told.
Now I know, I saved somebody from an early grave
Some people have a fear, of me joining up with someone else.
I want to leave this shit for something else, your business won't be the same
I am breaking,
I can't wait until I can tell them this
Never thought my life would turn out this way
Always thought I could do better than this
I have to live my life, with all the choices that I made
Getting out of this situation is my only wish
Can't get help myself, but I still give out humantarian aide
When I leave the situation, I don't care if I am missed
Won't say I like my life, infact I'll never even say "I hate"
I am stuck with no money, no life, and nothing new
I still don't make enough cash to get by
I am not fond of my living space, but it'll have to do
I find my solece by hanging with a younger guy
I have found myself somebody, that will help me come to
I don't get all the reasons, and don't understand reasons why...
Only a few understand just what is falling through....