On my first day without the drug
i tell myselfthat i don't need it
just because i say and sing it
doesn't mean that i believe it
i need to shrink and shrink
until i disappear
when i go looking after me
i find that nothings here
on my first day as the new me
i tell myselfthat i can be it
just because i say and sing it
doesn't mean that i believe it
for every friend i've made
for all the blood i gave
for every one that stayed the course
there's two that turned away
and all the bitter diatribes
of the youthfully enlightened
millennial excrement ofthe the wounded and the frightened
they rise like stinking totems in the swamp of the estranged
and they find themselves all alone
bored and married to their pain
i know it hurts to walk the road
i know you've eaten dirt
i know that things aren't lining up
i know it always hurts
remember your first love tonight
and listen to him call
there's no more songs, so this is it
there's no more songs at all