your decisions killing me
its killing you - its killing me
your selfishness is killing me
its killing you - its killing me
your hopelessness is killing me
its killing you - its killing me
your addiction is killing me
its killing you - its killing me
its killing me
and i watched you hold on
then i watched you let go
lost in despondency and running from the light
dark thoughts and empty promises
brighten up your eyes
when all attempts seem meaningless
and our fighting seems to fail
you're not the only one who hurts
we're suffering as well
and i watched you hold on
then i watched you let go
i wish i could reach down
and pick you up
it tears you apart
it tears us apart