Holy Mary can I get some action
Cuz I feel there's a lot more to come
I've been ironic even though thats for suckers
But I can't blame myself at all
Cuz my home is not my home anymore
But I know, somehow I still feel dumb
I know I was supposed to hit the ground
Running on my own
I've been acting so well
Better than I could
I've been acting so well
Better than I could
Holy Christ can you blast the stereo
So I can get some more time
I've been laying down cuz I just can't get enough
And boy, that was too harsh
I know I shouldn't feel so alone
It's just screwing up my mental backbone
I see all of you laughing at me
But I won't surrender
I've been acting too well
Better than I should
I've been acting too well
Better than I should
As my feelings break down
I've been searching for the light to shine on me
As the ceiling cracks down
When I needed you around
Where have you been?
I did the best I could
You keep laughing at me
When the time comes
You'll be gone and I'll be free
Because I know
The seeds I sow
Will protect my soul if I say so
These broken bones
Will prove me wrong
and I'll be finally free
I've been acting so well
Better than I should
I've been acting too well
Better than I could
As my feelings break down
I've been searching for the light to shine on me
As the ceiling cracks down
When I needed you around
Where have you been?
I've been acting so well
Better than I could
I've been acting so well
More than I can take