So maybe this is what it's like
To not remember what it's like
Not having you around
And i don't believe
You'd be here if you could
But then again
You never said you would
I make up promises you never made
To waste space and time
And make like i'm doing fine
Make like i'm having a fun time
Out of my heart
So i feel nothing
So i can't get hurt
So i won't care anymore
I'll be fine if i never feel a thing again
I'll be even better i'll be all the better
Then & only then
Come and take away my want
It doesn't matter what i want
I hear lobotomies are free these days
I doubt now
Your gestures are sincere
You goddamn piece of shit broken mirror
I don't know what i want
Or what i've got
What's free is yours
I don't care if you break my heart