The pressure's much too much to take
and the ones around you are all fake
it makes me want to go to eternity from here
the pain is strong, it never leaves
it haunts me when i go to sleep
this is like living in a nightmare but it's real
the gates of hell are crowded
they won't let me come
but I know my time is near
so why it is I have to stay
why do I have to live in fear
why do I have to stay
I got no hope anyway
I'm having much too much in stake
this is not a dream, I can't escape
the weight of life is much too heavy in my hands
They will turn me back from
the heaven's golden gates
but I know my time is near
so why it is I have to stay
why do I have to live in fear
why do I have to stay, i got no faith
why can't I make my dream come true
why can't I watch the endless stream of blood
why do I have to live in fear
or is it just a proof there is no god above
there is no god above
but I know my time is near
so why it is I have to stay
why do I have to live in fear
why do I have to stay, i got no faith
why can't I make my dream come true
why can't I watch the endless stream of blood
why do I have to live in fear
or is it just a proof there is no god above