Did you want me to live in pain
Are you leaving me again
Everytime I start to heal
I turn around and you are here
Did you want me to be with you
What the hell am I supposed to do
Everytime I think that I'll be fine
I start to think these thoughts of you
That just won't leave my mind
I've had enough
But I want more
You're the one I hate
You're the one I adore
You're burning me alive
And I can't take this anymore
I tried to escape the pain
I tried to bring things to an end
I thought you wanted me gone
Could it be you wanted me closer all along
And if I don't mean anything
Will you let me fade into the black
And if I don't mean anything
Then why do you keep coming back to me
You keep coming back to me
Do you want me to tell you the truth
Well it's not that easy
I'm not in love with you but I'll always be here when you need me
But we have some things we need to work on first
Tell me why when things seem better
They're always getting worse
Do you want me to lie to your face
I could tell you I care and take you to a better place
But you'd see right through my charade
Just like I saw you when you started this game
I've had enough
But I want more
You're the one I hate
You're the one I adore
You're burning me alive
And I can't take this anymore
I tried to escape the pain
I tried to bring things to an end
I thought you wanted me gone
Could it be you wanted me closer all along
And if I don't mean anything
Will you let me fade into the black
And if I don't mean anything
Then why do you keep coming back to me
You keep coming back to me