I been waiting for so long for something to come along
Something to take away the pain take away this suffering
I tried to numb myself with almost every little thing
But being numb is worse than feeling nothing, nothing.
Chorus:
Still these walls are closing in
I'm stuck in a rat race that no-one can win
I wage a war on myself
Hope that it can cure me
All this guilt, this pretending
No-one can save me from myself
I wage a war on everything
Until I find the cure for me
This emptiness is nothing but a reflection of everything
Everything I thought I would need so I could finally be something
Why can't I look past what I think I'm supposed to be
Maybe then I'll realise that I am not nothing, nothing.
Chorus:
Still these walls are closing in
I'm stuck in a rat race that no-one can win
I wage a war on myself
Hope that it can cure me
All this guilt, this pretending
No-one can save me from myself
I wage a war on everything
Until I find the cure for me