Ill start this broken heart
Ill fix it up so it will work again
Better than before
Then Ill star in a mystery
A tragic tale of all thats yet to come
With fingers crossed, there will be love
But I get carried away with every day
And every fantasy
The deeper the wound, the harder I swoon
And wish that that was me
So much to say but no words to convey
The loneliness building with each passing day
But Im getting used to it, you have to get used to it
Ill devise the best disguise
A brand new look and take them by surprise
Theyll never guess whats not inside
Ill express myself with ease
With confidence and character complete
With fingers crossed theyll talk to me
But I get carried away with every page
In every magazine
The cheaper the thrill, the deeper I fill
My head with blasphemy
So much to say but no words to convey
The loneliness building with each passing day
But Im getting used to it, you have to get used to it
Ill destroy this useless heart
Ill fuck it up so itll never beat again
Not just for me but for anyone
But I get carried away with every phrase
And made up malady
The longer I hide behind these lies
The more I disintegrate
So much to say but no words to convey
The loneliness building with each passing day
Never get used to it, you just have to live with it