Letting go of my love with a strangers breath against my skin
I left my heart 200 miles away
I never had it back
It all fell apart and the blood ran cold through these dead veins
Standing by your side without saying a word
I was breathless
Nothing left to believe in
Your worn face and hands tell the stories of solitude
Endless Friday nights and fucking fear
Finally breaking our silence, only to find out the harsh reality
That catches up on me,
On these winter nights that came to soon (too fucking soon)
I'm only 19 years old but there's so much pain in here
Fuck this pain!
So look past my skin, look past these scars, look past the glimmer of hope in my eyes
If I'm honest to myself it feels like you're only haunting me