...I could only give her nothing but my hopeless grief
Silence of my grating memories...
Clouds above her grave I was staring to
My tear blinded eyes
My prayers for her innocent soul...
To be salvated
In the purest light of eternal peace...
She was all I've ever had
And for all she gave me
I could only give her nothing
But my bleeding suffering
Creeping in quiet moments without her voice
Giving me the strength to die slowly here
Drowned in my endless shrieks
Throttled in smell of Thuyus...
...Caressing me,soothing me...
...For just one & only touch & word of hers...