Oh man
I'm fucked up man
I think I need to see a psychiatrist
My minds playin' tricks on me man
I said doctor, doctor wont you help me?
So many sick thoughts see my mind aint healthy
Mad at the fact that I aint wealthy
So I sell drugs aint shit you can tell me
When he got 10 cars and I got no car
Waiting at the bus stop I cant go far
You aint poor, you dont know what it is like
To be in my shoes man and see what I live like
Now how could you live life?
20 plus years old caught in a midlife crisis
Fuck whos the nicest
Its about copping 'em new devices
Italian ices, gougin' prices
When you on top you should see how life is
So unrighteous but it feels so good
Mad at me like he ain't no good but I feel so good
I mean, I mean damn doc
Shit is going real good for me
I got a lot of fame now
But I dont think I could take it man, check it out
I said doctor, doctor I need help now
Aint slept in years, so I see a meltdown
Either that or a permanent breakdown
'Cause my height man, aint learning the breakdown
Im on tone now, my voice is toned down
Moving too fast but I cant slow down
Doc said to rest, time to cancel the show now
Fans upset like Im a no show, wow
But I aint do it on purpose
Behind the fame man Im a regular person
But I feel worthless, the gift and curses
If I fuck up my voice then it aint worth it
But I gotta give them what they purchase
If Im the disciple then what they worship
Is hip hop not just a couple of verses
But doc hold up Im just touching the surface
I mean damn doc
I cant take this no more man
Im cracking under pressure
Its a little too much for me man
My mind's going crazy right now, check it out
I said doctor, doctor Im losing my mind quick
Aint been shot, but it feels like Im hit
Who would have thought after all I did
And all I gained I would call it quits?
5 9 but Im tall as shit
The sky is the limit, then watch how tall I get
Wait, this is what other niggas would call dreams
For me this is life meaning it was foreseen
So why am I complaining?
God bless me man
Im an angel in training
Now they came in the game with a dash like Damon
Predicted the rain man, just like Rain Man
Down in the sun on the Island of Cayman
While you and your main man, still on the mainland
Even real niggas know what Im sayin'
Ya shit change but I aint changing for nobody
I mean God damn doc
I been coming to you for the last three years
And you aint say shit
Seem like I talk my way out of my own problems
See now I pay you all this money
Im crazy man, Im crazy
Im crazy man, Im crazy
Im crazy man, Im crazy
Im crazy man, Im crazy
Im crazy man, Im crazy
We going to the next one now, Mims, yeah