Verse 1
Ive been overshadowed too long by misery and life pain
Passed relationships haunting me, Im living life in vain
You still determine to love, who I can be
But taboo over taken all my abilities
Pre-chorus
Why have you chosen me
Life has been unfair to me
Taken my dignity, I cant give you all of me
Chorus
Ability to trust, feel
Love has left me
I keep telling myself
I dont know how to love ya
Each time I reach out to hold ya
My fears keep preventing me
Verse 2
Its not that I dont care this heart just cant bear
Eternal fears of expressing how much I do care
Cant allow myself to trust or open up
Cuz Im not sure about the both of us
Its just easier not to make a fuss and cancel us
Pre-chorus
Life has been unfair to me
Taken my dignity, I cant give you all of me
Chorus
Ability to trust, feel
Love has left me
I keep telling myself
I dont know how to love ya
Each time I reach out to hold ya
My fears keep preventing me
Bridge
Ive been cut deep from love before so my heart cant take no more
Abused misused evermore so how can you afford to give me more
No time wasting dont keep chasing a broken heart cuz you will only find
A life a crime in prison in time so boy dont be blind
Verse 3
I dont understand why you keep tyring
When inside I know Im dying
Here Im finding Im not aligning
Cant feel all the things you desiring boo
But its up to you just remember my love is taboo
(pause)
Loving me will involve many challenges too
So what you wanna do
Pre-chorus
Life has been unfair to me
Taken my dignity, I cant give you all of me
Chorus
Ability to trust, feel
Love has left me
I keep telling myself
I dont know how to love ya
Each time I reach out to hold ya
My fears keep preventing me
Dont know how to love
Dont know how to love
Dont know how to love
O no, dont know how to love