In my conviction
Sometimes I feel like I've been preconditioned
To say what I'm expected
It feels like I've neglected my heart
When you tell me that you love me
I'mma lie and tell you that I love you too
Even when I don't
It's not that I'm scared to be honest
I guess that I'm just wired to be like this
Programmed to care, or to at least pretend
But deep down inside I know this is the end
My mood isn't different wherever I go
It feels like my brain is detached from my soul
And I know you can't tell when I'm around
That I'm about to shut up
And I, I feel like I don't mean what I say
Like I'm, I'm not real, I read off my script like a robot
And I, I don't wanna be superficial
Like a robot
And I, I can't fake it no more, I'm turning on here
I technically don't love you no more
I technically don't love you no more
I technically don't love you no more
Date nights on a Tuesday
Good sex on a Wednesday
Go to church on a Sunday
Now we arguing on Monday
It's something your friends said
It's something your ex did
Why you tryna make your past our future, girl?
Sometimes you gotta let go
So I'm thinking I'm gonna let go
Cause we done put in too much time
Like gon' be different living without you
I can't pretend that I'm happy with you
Let's cut our ties, say our goodbyes
Don't mean to break your heart
Cause I'd rather leave than cheat
We was better off as good friends
We were better off as good friends
Yeah
And I, I feel like I don't mean what I say
Like I'm, I'm not real, like a robot