Feel my heart explode,
Feel my heart explode as I take back control.
Feel my heart explode,
Feel my heart explode as I take back my soul.
Feel my heart explode,
Explode.
My heart beats, a woman shrieks, I jump to my feet,
As this urban soldier takes to the street.
And now you hear the crash of the broken glass,
Heads turn so fast that they get whiplash.
Now is the time, the time to hit rewind,
Rewind on the ones, the ones that we despise.
My pulse rises and sends my heart a flood,
Determination colored red just like my blood,
Running through my aorta and now I'm a little short of,
Breath, scared to death as my heart pounds my chest.
Rush of adrenaline flows through my veins,
My natural anesthesia to my body's pain.
Because now it's time for the fight or the flight and tonight,
I got my fist closed tight.
Turn the other cheek, now that's for the weak,
When you practice that, you're bound to get beat.
Implode, explode, misplace electrodes,
Chemical flow to my frontal lobe.
Explode, Explode.
No fists the temptation I must resist,
To engage in a battle with this ignorance.
The cowards run as the weak become one,
Don't be stunned as the battle has only begun.
A war not a money or simple faith,
But control respect and reversal of hate.
Judge, command, disrespect and mock me,
But submission does not equal loyalty.
Loyalty should first be for myself,
Not for my wealth but for my mental health.
As my pulse skips a beat, I will not retreat,
Operation Self Control has not even peaked.
The eternal struggle is just at the beginning,
And I'm not leaving until I'm winning.
Don't you think about the notches in your belt,
Until you are the champion, the champion of your self.
I can't help but shake as I take back what's owed,
And it's time, time to feel my heart explode.