I've been watching clouds
Gather out my window
And hanging over head
And I've been watching rain
Forming little puddles
That I've been drowning in
And in my head its all the same
Every time
And I have come to see its not
On my side
Everything that I have done
I've tried
To feel
Like I'm
Alive
It is growing late
And I am growing wary
That bad news comes in threes
The minutes on the clock
They never felt so heavy
The way they turn on me
But I am not a savior
I am not a chosen one
So where do I begin
To fall apart
The rain lost in oceans
Where I am falling in
And in my head its all the same
Every time
And I have come to see times not
On my side
Everything that I have done
I've tried
To feel
Like I'm
Alive
And in my head I fear I’ve lost
My mind
And I have come to see times not
On my side
Every little thing I’ve done
I've tried
To feel
Just to feel
Alive