I start to search all the dark places that I have found
All the deep creases in my mind that are torn up somehow
I want to keep the pace
I want to figure it out
Ive got to do it this way
If I dont, everythings lost
Have you ever really noticed the blanket of shame from the torment and pain
That you realize that no ones ever been there
Have you ever looked at the violence you hide all the drowning inside
You cant escape, its always been there
I dig a hole inside my head to let the demons go
I cut my flesh to purge the hatred felt so long ago
I want to keep the pace
I want to figure it out
Ive got to do it this way
If I dont, everythings lost
Have you ever really noticed the blanket of shame from the torment and pain
That you realize that no ones ever been there
Have you ever looked at the violence you hide all the drowning inside
You cant escape, its always been there
Close my eyes I go to sleep
Its always there I start to weep
Have you ever really noticed the blanket of shame from the torment and pain
That you realize that no ones ever been there
Have you ever looked at the violence you hide all the drowning inside
You cant escape, its always been there