Everyday's the same to me
Seven days in every week
Some look forward to it, but I don't change
Just for the holiday
You can have your Christmas tree
Go get drunk on New Years Eve
Some look forward to it, but I don't change
Cuz everyday's a Holiday
Cuz everyday's a holiday
If they ain't tell me tomorrow was my birthday, I would never know
Understand I'm kinda bad with dates
I don't need a party but a nigga need cake
I got too much on my plate to celebrate
Whole family unemployed so income now a void
Foot in everybody's bills so naturally im annoyed
It's like the year kinda flew by
And like a fool I, sat back and scrutinized
I'm high beaming on a dark road
All my goals now ashes on charcoal
I spark stoves, disregard cars
just cause my heart's cold, carrying cargo
No offense, I don't need a phone call or present
Honestly I don't want none of y'all present, look
I won't pretend like my everyday struggles gone away
see i'ma treat this like any normal day
Everyday's the same to me
Seven days in every week
Some look forward to it, but I don't change
Just on the holiday
You can have your Christmas tree
Go get drunk on New Years Eve
Some look forward to it, but I don't change
Cuz everyday's a Holiday
If they aint tell me tomorrow was Halloween, i'd have never known
I never been the type to keep up with dates, so while
Everybody is puttin they mask on
Nigga I rock mine all year
Just to avoid stares
To come across as like nigga who cares, so to my peers
I could look like i'm really sincere
Yeah, everything's not what it appears
I fear being rare my costumes aware
I swear, I wont take it off like nair
Its weird, even when i take it off shits near
To some my outfit is sheer, so out of spite they jeer
Cuz they know I see 'em all as mere
Don't love yall enough to let u see me bare
Let you see how he's impaired
Nah, i'm not there
We tend to run from anything weird
At least on halloween y'all will stay right there.....
If I didn't read it was Christmas, I'da never known
Maybe I'm wrong? I don't give a fuck about dates
So while everybody's unwrapping gifts, im trying to capitalize off mine
Just to get some shine
Or to recline while im still in my prime
Too many times when the date came, I ain't have a dime
So I look at my friends with envy
Like for some reason them getting gifts would offend me
Like they home was perfect, mine felt empty
They say that it's the thought that counts, I had plenty
Like why on thanksgiving my family would never visit?
Even when they did it always seem so scripted
Like they was forced too
Like small talk would resolve the 364 days they aint call you
I should act like ya'll someone I'm close to
Holidays don't make me social!