I'm disapointed i'm feeling
Tired and grumpy and all i see
Is everyone's smile and them laughing
And chatting and all i do is just
Sit and i was quiet
I use to be
A girl who liked being alittle by herself
And now i some reason love to be with a crowd
And today i felt so badfelt a feeling so dark
Got mixed up in emotions
When the family talked to me
I didn't know how to react cause
Of what i was feeling inside
Felt i was fading a bit
Felt as if i was going to cry
Family make me feel cunferdale
And i make them feel a little different
Everytime i am there to see them
I'm always changing and i'm always in a mood
They don't know about or understand
I'm disapointed cause i couldn't cope with people being happy around me all i could do was feel sad and mad and felt a little confused i was feeling like the wall fell on my head and i wasdead and at the time i couldn'tbearly stand beingin a room full i was so confused and unsure i didn't know how to react
I felt as if i was going to ball my eyes out
The girl i use to be was so quiet
I use to love laughing for the soul
And now all i am is feeling bad
Angry tired mad and disapointed
All i want is me to just grow up
And take no stress in my life
I'm so disapointed in myself today
I felt as if the wall had knocked me down
And i was a completly different person
I am so confused i was about to cry
I was so disapointed
And now i bearly can stand myself
The girl i used to be was so quiet
So true to herself of what she wanted to be
As she grown up..love family love friends just alittle too much all at once happing
And i couldn't stand being in a room so full
Felt as if i'd beening pushed to the limit i can't stand
Felt as if i was going to ball my eyes out
It all started friday 24th of december
And all i am feeling is disapointed
Its completly made me feel disapointed
How can i be this way at such a wonderful time of year.