i prayed on bended knees through tears
and an angel was sent to me.
still i was blind and i could not fully see him
he opened in radiance to me completely
but in my ignorance i slapped him shut
and defeated all my happiness.
and now time is suspended
and i pray for a second chance
that may never come
for a second chance
to prove how i¹ve seen , how i¹ve changed.
i cannot go on without your love
everyone forgive me--
i¹ve lost the one thing that mattered.