Nowadays
Things got me trippin' six ways
Shitty days constantly got me
Flippin' like switch blades
I'm feelin' the hunger pains
The whole industry
Is like hunger games
I want it all and all remains
The fuck you think
Trying to get everything up in here
Kitchen sink
Said their ain't no time to hold back
Can't take when people think
My life is picture perfect, Kodak
When I'm just tryin' to matter
And I'm tryin' to make some sense
So watchin' their pockets get fatter
When I can't even pay my rent
And they see me on a TV
That's irony at its best
Guess it's safe to say
That my life is a mess, yes
So this is the end of the story
Everything we had
Everything we did
Is buried under
And this test is all that's left of us
And only a few ever worry
Yeah, so what does it mean
When you trust your enemies
More than friends
When you don't feel a thing
When you think about all your sins
When you're wakin' up
Every single mornin' with the spins
Feeling like you wanna die
Then doing it all again
I'm still awake
While the world is sleeping
Can't explain why my girl cheated
Got tired of trying to figure it out
So I slept with two of her
Best friends and I got even
Now it's just me and my thoughts
And I can't put into words
The shit I recently saw
I'm killing the pain
Drowning in drinks
Keep them pourin'
People giving me opions
When all I need is support
Yeah
So this is the end of the story
Everything we had
Everything we did
Is buried under
And this test is all that's left of us
And only a few ever worry
We walk blind
With our eyes wide open
We walk blind
With our eyes wide open
We walk blind
With our eyes wide open, we
We walk blind
With our eyes wide open, we
Insomnia got me walking around
Half dead, eyes open
Like a zombie
What does it all mean
Shit, why does it even matter
Lately, I'm having a hard time
Even caring what happens
Even though I'm looking back
And wishing I could erase it
Even if I could redo everything
I'd probably do the same shit
I'm losing perspective
Guess I went the same place
Where my repect is
Yeah, guess I went the same place
Where my respect is
(Guess I went the same place)
(Where my respect is)