here's something beautiful
now smash it to bits
save your little wheelchair empowerment films
save your swoons, i'm spoken for
it isn't pretty to think so
but i can't feign interest now
dreaming of the fistfight i never got into
thinking of the mean shit i wish i'd said to you
such a fancy lady, call her secretina
she didn't get all the good stuff
but she looked like you
like a zero drowning in a sea of higher numbers
everything you say to me is dumb,
(at least it's stupid)
twenty heavy hammers smashing down
here's a doorstep you can never darken
you complain about an overflowing cup.
don't forget that i'm the one who filled that fucker up
like a zero drowning in a sea of higher numbers
i remain as ever intrigued but no more astounded
like a zero drowning in a sea of higher numbers
i think that i like you better when you just ignore me
so i sit and notice shadows growing
i think of how the clocks are slowing
hoping hope's eternal flowing springs will do their thing and save me from myself
like a zero drowning in a sea of higher numbers
i remain as ever intrigued but no more astounded
like a zero drowning in a sea of higher numbers
you want ego? i will show you ego
i'm jealous now