My face gets tired sometimes from smiling
tryna fake out that place that Im in
i've been filled with doubt, ive been hiding out
ive been away
If only i had perfect timing
i wish you could see my hearts lining
its not just a phase, it's my wicked was
im fighting today
I can't do this, anymore
(chorus)
Im not holding back im coming up screaming
im not looking at how i used to see things
can't do this to myself, not good for my mental health
not going to that place
no i wont let myself get in the way
I need to let myself be broken, come undone cuz vie been frozen
it's been way to long, to let this carry on, im coming strong
this aint just another feeling, this is something more, something i am believing
its time to brake these chains, not now i can't explain, im getting there
i can't do this anymore, im tired of closing doors