I am so confused
I don't know what's up or down
Should I leave or stick around?
Am I lost or am I found?
He's throwin' wisdom like a poet
Throwin' tantrums like a child
But when he holds my hand
My pulse runs red and wild
I was a fighter for my freedom
Now a fool for his touch
He is a nightcap, a brunch buzz, and I'm a lush
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Next to the nightstand I'm taking every pill he's got
My head, my heart, my throat, my lungs
My stomach all in a knot
I swore off suitors and the never-ending, needless drugs
I learned my lesson and I thought, "Yeah, I've had enough"
But I'm back on love
Back on love
And I'm losing time, losing way
I'm a loser for this man
I've been lost since our first date
He is a tight-rope talker, I can't balance at all
He says it's fascinating watching me tip-toe and crawl
He says my ex-boyfriend's boring, he says the moon is the sun
He says anxiety can be the source of lots of fun
My best friend made a list of ways his love is off-track
But I don't give a shit, and I refuse to call that bitch back
He might be missin' in New York
He might be messin' with my head
But I'll do anything to keep him messin' in my bed
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I've got witches wavin' in my windows
Sky high, I cry, and swear to quit
I've got witches wavin' in my windows
Sky high, I cry, and swear to quit
I've got witches wavin' in my windows
Sky high, I cry, and swear to quit
He calls me up
He calls me "moonlight"
I'm pulling up to Pax-Am for one more hit