Hammered down your man-made democracy
Pour salt in the wounds
Paper gods make all the gestures
They're coming in our face.
Fuck what you have said to me
With your arms wrapped around me
Retaliate or compensate
I never knew my own mind
As a bloody fist pounds me insane
Ripped out my heart, left untamed
You tore out my eyes, asked me what I see
I never speak for I'm bound to be...
Cheapened, molested
Left with no dignity or pride.
Buried deep inside of your soul
Is the truth behind subterfuge
Caught myself in barbed wire
Shredded my skin, Im still alive.
I dont want you to cradle me
I'd rather be buried in the ground
Its not easy, don't say its fine
Tired of fucking up all the time
Left me ruined, a shadow of myself
I never wanted this kind of help.
I absorb your absolution
I spit it back in your face
Force you to accept the blame
Free myself from your chains
One day I'll be a man
That day you'll understand
Slit my throat
Just to spite your veins