Here's a message to all: I'm sorry, I know that I've made a few mistakes
But this is who I am so don't expect me to change
Just have to find a way
The bottle's resting tight against my lips
I hate to feel this way
I tried to bury this inside so get the fuck up off my case
So sick and tired of all the humans trying to force on me
Cause every time they hold me back
Its just one more so fucking what?
I tell myself have just one more
But then I drink it down and I don't feel so sure!
Losing control is the thing that I made
Losing each day with a sickening
I can't escape I can't escape
It's the price that I pay for the poison inside of me
I'm at the bottom and there's nothing stopping me
It took so long to be fucked up inside my own head
Oh the last thing that I need is your sympathy (and I changing)
So here's the problem, I've been drowning myself in this alcohol
And sure it's killin me, but I still don't feel anything
This room is spinning most things are break there no regret within
But telling me and now I chosen to walk this way
The bottle's calling out my name
I can't make myself go away
I tell myself have just one more
But then I drink it down and I don't feel so sure!
Losing control is the thing that I made
Losing each day with a sickening
I can't escape I can't escape
It's the price that I pay for the poison inside of me
The darkness surrounds me, is this all a dream?
The faces are passing, are breaking through the seem
The darkness surrounds me, is this all a dream?
The faces are passing, are breaking through the seem
Losing control is the thing that I made
Losing each day with a sickening
I can't escape I can't escape
It's the price that I pay for the poison inside of me