Happened chance to see the truth
Fed the lies within our youth
Years of pain
These tears that rain
Distorted mind, distorted truth
Puddles dried so you can't see
Lifeless eyes present to thee
Watch myself daze
Through water's face
Replace my soul, replace me
Liquid former
Shadowed terror
So I venture
In to my past
A utopia
My dream
Saw a vision
To help myself
Drown me now
Sickness of my own
Truth of all the
Lies of which you
Fed in to my mind
Save me from life
Recreate my past
Which I now forget
The times I would smile
With no worries
Make me strong again
Stare in to my eyes
Feel the pain I've felt
Sense the hurt I have
Now that they have gone
Peering down to the river
See myself playing
Younger version of myself
Was once happy and content
Why can't I live again,
Since I've never hurt them?
Touching water...
Grabbing my reflection
Mold myself to my needs
Since I've been killing myself
Frigid air held the picture
Froze my perfect reflection
But, I wish to consume
And establish all I used to be
Wish myself back to health
Respect for my own truth
Skipping stones
Scar my face
Youth has died
As have I