If it's okay I'll leave the bed light on
And place your water glass where it belongs
And if it's alright I'll lie awake at night
Pretending I am curled up at your side
See I'm circling in these patterns
Living out of memories
I'm still a long way from accepting it
That there's just no you and me
But if I still believe you love me maybe I'll survive
So I tell myself you're coming home
Like you've done a million times
And if it's alright I'll still be loving you
'Cause I can't break it to my heart
Is it just me, did I commit a crime?
I won't believe that loving you
Is just a waste of time or was it in my head
I'm reading into things you never said
'Cause I still don't have the answers
To why we couldn't work it out
I wanna think it's something that I did
So I can turn it back around
But if I still believe you love me maybe I'll survive
So I tell myself you're coming home
Like you've done a million times
And if it's alright I'll still be loving you
'Cause I can't break it to my heart
And nothing will come between us
I wanna convince myself we're perfect
In every single way as long as I can keep
The truth away from my heart
Oh, 'cause I can't break it to my heart, oh
'Cause I still don't have the answers
To why we couldn't work it out
I wanna think it's something that I did
So I can turn it back around
But if I still believe you love me maybe I'll survive
So I tell myself you're coming home
Like you've done a million times
And if it's alright I'll still be loving you
But if I still believe you love me maybe I'll survive
So I tell myself you're coming home
Like you've done a million times
And if it's alright I'll still be loving you
And if it's so right I'll still be loving you
'Cause I can't break it to my heart
I can't break it to my heart, oh