In pain I slice myself to sleep
Fall into darkness to be torn
Get desecrated in the deep
Transform my soul I am reborn
In Flames I go to sleep again
Nightmares no longer slays my soul
All screams for mercy was in vain
I care no more so shove the coal
Tear down the wall of self-defence
Erase the files under your skin
A twisted kind of true romance
Trade Jesus love for satans sins
The further I get from my past
The less I care about it all
Personal changes speeding fast
The tree of madness growing tall
Home sweet hell
I watch myself go dead again
Home sweet hell
In rage I stab my brain