I've been thrown and left for dead
It's not for you it's been said
My future is dying, my family crying
And only myself, I am lying
Scared alone, tired and confused
Feelings of rejection shorten my fuse
Sad but true I am the one to lose
I am pathetic I have been used
Now I try and fight for a place
Myself I'm scared to look in the face
Life is short held by strings
Mind's been cut please do something
I'm sorry, I wish I never had
What's happiness, now makes me sad
What I had is all lost
I must take it back at any cost
Motivation the problem but I don't wanna solve them
Just wanna sit in my day dream amusement
I don't wanna grow up but I don't wanna fuck up
I just wanna sit in my day dream confusion
Make a choice and wish the best
This whole game is a test
In the past with things I regret
Deal with feelings I can't express
Final rest the day that breaks
Give the gift of greatest grace
If I die before I wake
Left alone in a perfect place
Is this me or is this you
I guess I don't know what to do
Pick on ideas of such and such
I just worry way to much
Should I die should I sin?
You just want me to give in
I gotta smile, gotta say
Tomorrow is another day
Motivation the problem but I don't wanna solve them
Just wanna sit in my day dream amusement
I don't wanna grow up but I don't wanna fuck up
I just wanna sit in my day dream confusion