language is scary
when overanalyzed
every word that i say
seems far too contrived
what are your intentions?
i'm ashamed by mine
when i'm thinking too much
i realise i'm unkind
pretend to be nicer
than i'll ever be
i'm selfish and deluded, enjoy my hypocrisy
complain that i'm bored
when being bored is a privilege
act like i'm suffering, there's no suffering in this
first world problems
they breed in my head
ethical contradictions between my actions and what i've said
i should just shut my mouth
as evidence piles against me
that i'm so much worse, than i think
exposed as a phoney
i am shit
i am shit
naenaenaenae, fucking dick
i am shit
i am shit
naenaenaenae nae nae!